But one thing i am sad about is cheer, i have no idea what happen to me. FML is Fuck My Leg. :) Yea, something is wrong with my fucking leg. Fuck You Legs! Okok, lets just hope my legs won't bend or hope my left leg won't have weight when i am on top kay. Omg, seriously i can't do on top but i can do on the floor. Last time i can do and now can't do on stunts, wth.....Oh, and last time i can feel like i am standing on a floor but now i can't, i don't know why. And my basses always bad mood, come on if you angry then i won't be happy and i can't do, i need to be happy then i only can do. Well, i don't feel anyone holding my leg very tight. Hai, but still I must do my own part. Oh ya, and one thing i am scared is when i fall and basses don't catch. That is why i don't want to fall. I am always like panic, stupid.
Hai, ok lets just hope everything goes fine and i hope there are more practices. I am training at home like standing on a stool and do my stretches and doing my routine and training my leg muscle and doing push ups. Oh, and when i am showering or before i sleep and when exam time and when i am free, i always train my routine timing. Oh, but today change timing already, i must train more.
Oh ya, and holidays i want to go for training but my mom keep asking me to go back and see my grandfather, but i don't care, cheer is more important to me. Oh oh, but good thing my dad let me like stay at someone's house so i can go for cheer training. :D But NYD is like 2 more days, omg omg omg. MUST TRAIN MORE.
Oh holidays after cheer i wanna go shopping! :D Shopping shopping shopping. :D
But of course cheer is very important to me. Oh, and i hate it when everyone is angry. You think if you are angry then you can do meh, I don't know but what i know is when i am angry i can't do anything cause think too much already and what i know is when i go up, i must leg straight then tense then pull stretches ok. Ok, must remember and i must train more. I <3 cheer so much. :D
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